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Self​-​Love Is Bullshit (And So Am I​)​: THE HITS

by Justin Neff

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1.
Go On 03:09
Go on I'm already gone Just trying to get on Go on Drinking coffee Smoking cigarettes Putting them out all in my vomit Or under my armpit Walking on empty streets Right underneath That neon hum Sitting around All Yr Jewelry and our used condoms Scars like stars On my upper arms Reminding me Of this endless night My fleshy skin Reflects a light
2.
Heretic 01:39
No more memory no more cause for grief fuck me like a dog beat me like meat no more memory no more cause for grief no more memory diagrams of teeth no more memory no more cause for grief no more memory diagrams of teeth treat my body like a heretic treat my body like a heretic i aint got no temple just this piece of shit no more memory no more cuase for grief
3.
yr eyes remind me of apricots why? i don't remember, i forgot maybe it's cos they're brown at the core or luminescent despite the gore and this song is about you even if you don't want it and this is about you even if you only haunt it and this song is about you i'm so sorry about it cos the city is on fire and all the dogs are caught in coffee shops and here I am singing about apricots
4.
Sucha Bore 02:29
My flower queen Right down to yr toes Yer the only one I know My flower right down to yr bones Where do you go? Unrequited love is sucha bore I'll see you in the before I see you all pink like peach I see you Forever out of reach I'm sorry I'm not the one you want I'm sorry Always be the one you forgot
5.
All I really want to do Is lie in bed all day with you Cos sometimes the light comes and leaves and sometimes there are no aces up our sleeves and sometimes you live off commissions and fees We don't have to fuck or screw just make a funny face or two
6.
Dirty sink Have a drink and don't you worry I'm not sorry On the train again don't remember what you said when will you do me in o darlin' oblivion? copper hair awful stare did you think i'd care? that you never made it here well I guess I do is that ironic too? don't know what to do guess I'll sing about you
7.
Stardust 01:30
We are surrounded by rock, ice and gas but we are flesh, we are bone, different than all of that. I am not stardust.
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Starving 03:37
Fractura fractura la dura dura (repeat) las drogas feed them to me I figure you may just be a couple more hours of sleep I'm starving (repeat) Maybe you're just a couple more hours of sleep and won't you teach me how to use my teeth won't you teach me how to eat because I'm starving
9.
Why don't you like All the things that I do Why don't we go, over and over But I try To get by Not being high But it's hard To get up And know that yer not here So why don't you like All the things that I do Cos it's hard everyday To get up alone But why don't you like All the things that I do Where are you in the morning sun Where are you Am I yr one? Where are you Where are you I'll try not to be Upset about everything But it's hard To get by Sober I wanna get high
10.
I don't gotta make myself bleed today, bleed today. I don't gotta make myself weep today, weep today. I'll smile at you You'll smile too I'll feel the sun like everyone. I'll walk on the street pretend to be happy like everyone. I'll get mad but I won't scream then I'll seem like everyone. Guess I'm bad at feeling good wish I could like everyone. I don't gotta make myself bleed today bleed today. I don't gotta make myself eat today eat today. I don't gotta make myself weep today weep today. Thank God for meds that make my head like everyone's.
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I'm not gonna hate myself to death I'm sick of leaving off Satan's bread I'm gonna live on borrowed time instead I'm not gonna hate myself to death I'm sick of living off cigarettes I'm gonna live on food instead I'm not gonna hate myself to death I'm sick of living for another hit I'm gonna live for myself instead I'm not gonna hate myself to death I don't deserve it
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Elijah 02:24
Like Elijah said to rain I'm sayin to you There are all kinds of people That will run you thru Like the pills in the bottles Or the alcohol And I don't know if I'll be here tomorrow But I'll be sure to call And I don't know If I wanna be here at all But so it goes

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released November 10, 2017

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